(a poem) THE LOCKED DOOR

by DawnMarie Ferrara
(2/12/10)

I hear banging on the locked door -
Locked door - bang.

I sit in a bath of confusion.
Locked door - bang.

You want to come in?
Locked door - bang.

I’m bathing in confusion.
Locked door - bang.

Staring at the door as the
Locked door goes bang.

Feeling my stomach twist as the
Locked door goes bang.

My heart races each time the
Locked door goes bang.

Feel helpless as the
Locked door goes bang.

Ears deafening each time the
Locked door goes bang.

Can’t take anymore.
Locked door goes Bang! Bang! Bang!

I open the locked door and
Find my strength.

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